wahre Liebe …

Liebe den Mann der dich ‘hübsch’ nennt und nicht ’sexy’ findet,
der dich zurückruft, wenn du aufgelegt hast.
Den der wach bleibt, nur um dich schlafen zu sehen.
Den der deine Stirn küsst.
Den der dich der ganzen Welt zeigen will, auch wenn du nicht zurechtgemacht bist.
Den dem es nicht wichtig ist ob du im Laufe der Jahre dicker oder dünner geworden bist. Den der dir sagt: ‘Was möchtest du heute
essen, ich koche’.
Den der vor seinen Freunden deine Hand nimmt.
Warte auf den der dir ständig sagt, was du ihm bedeutest und was
er für ein Glückspilz ist dich zu haben.
Der dich seinen Freunden mit den Worten vorstellt: ‘Das ist sie.’
Liebe ihn, denn er liebt dich und wird es wahrscheinlich immer tun.

hübsch hübsch …

hab dich soooo lieb meine hübsche

hab noch immer soviele gefühle für dich, auch wenn du mir manchmal einen däpfer gibst (3 buchstaben) und es aus deiner sicht sinnlos scheint was ich da mache …

ohne worte …

… geht es nicht. ich verliere dich Tag um Tag immer mehr er haltet deine Hand, gibt dir einen … und ich schau da zu. fuck, will nicht mehr …

bye honey

ich werde warten …

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You’re hurt inside
‘Cause there’s a hole
You need some time
to be alone
then you will find
what you’ve always known

I’m the one who really love ya, baby
I’ve been knockin’ at your door

and as long as I’m livin’
I’ll be waitin’
as long as I’m breathin’
I’ll be there
whenever you call me
I’ll be waitin’
whenever you need me
I’ll be there

I’ve seen ya cry
into the night
I feel your pain
can I make it right?
I realize
there’s no end in sight
yet still I wait
for you to see the light

I’m the one who really loves ya, baby
I can’t take it anymore

(Lenny Kravitz – i´ll be waiting)

ich vermisse dich, Liebe …

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I’m not too sure
How I’m supposed to feel
Or what I’m supposed to say
But I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
‘Cause I’m coming in
With what I wanna say but
It’s gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but…

I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

It’s just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

(Silverchair – Miss you love)

warum kannst du mich nicht einfach halten …

Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I’d choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I’d audition
And if I didn’t love you
You would know…

And why can’t you just hold me?
And how come it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?
still care ?

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn’t matter
I wish I didn’t give you all

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I’d choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I’d audition
And if I didn’t love you
You would know…

And why can’t you just hold me?
And how come it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?

Poor little missunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can’t remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days

And Why ….
Why can’t you just hold me?
And how come it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?

(Maria Mena – Just hold me)

Liebe …

Liebe macht nicht blind. Der Liebende sieht nur weit mehr als da ist.

(Oliver Hassencamp)

everything I do …

Look into my eyes – you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart – search your soul
And when you find me there you’ll search no more
Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dyin’ for
You know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

Look into my heart – you will find
There’s nothin’ there to hide
Take me as I am – take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don’t tell me it’s not worth fightin’ for
I can’t help it there’s nothin’ I want more
Ya know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

There’s no love – like your love
And no other – could give more love
There’s nowhere – unless you’re there
All the time – all the way

Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
I can’t help it there’s nothin’ I want more
I would fight for you – I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you – Ya I’d die for you

Ya know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

(Bryan Adams – Everything I do)

tränen …

Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling a little
Stumbling a little

(Massive Attack – Teardrop)

bleeding love …

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Oh you cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

(Leona Lewis – Bleeding love)

watch me die …

Like a target drawn across my chest
She’s a bullet in Russian Roulette

You said you’d never turn your back on me
(Rescue me, rescue me)
Would you stand by me or bury me?
(Bury me)

Why don’t we end this lie,
I can’t pretend this time
I need a friend to find my broken mind,
Before it falls to pieces
Every time you tried to leave me blind
You’ll never close my eyes
You’ll never close my eyes
And watch me die

And when she spins the bottle round and round
Every time it leaves me gagged and bound

You said you’d never turn your back on me
(Rescue me, rescue me)
Would you stand by me or bury me?
(Bury me)

Why don’t we end this lie
I can’t pretend this time
I need a friend to find my broken mind,
Before it falls to pieces

End this lie,
I can’t pretend this time
I need a friend to find my broken mind,
Before it falls to pieces
Every time you tried to leave me blind
You’ll never close my eyes
You’ll never close my eyes
And watch me die

Misery won’t get the best of me
Cause now I’m calling, yes I’m calling on your bluff

Throw down the cards, I’ve had enough

Why don’t we end this lie
I can’t pretend this time
I need a friend to find my broken mind,
Before it falls to pieces
Every time you tried to leave me blind
You’ll never close my eyes
You’ll never close my eyes
And watch me die

End this lie,
I cant pretend this time
I need a friend to find my broken mind,
Before it falls to pieces
Every time you tried to leave me blind
You’ll never close my eyes
You’ll never close my eyes
And watch me die

(Billy Talent – This Suffering)

du bist meine krankheit …

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn’t know how to follow
It’s like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart’s dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I’ll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don’t even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It’s gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you’re the one to blame
And now I feel like….oh!

You’re the reason why I’m thinking
I don’t wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that’s what I get for wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
‘Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease

Damn, ain’t it crazy when you’re loveswept
You’d do anything for the one you love
‘Cause anytime that you needed me I’d be there
It’s like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it’s not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I’ll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don’t even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It’s gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you’re the one to blame
‘Cause now I feel like….oh!

You’re the reason why I’m thinking
I don’t wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that’s what I get for wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
‘Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease

Now ladies gimme that…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
My ladies gimme that…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Oh! You’re the reason why I’m thinking
I don’t wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that’s what I get for wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
‘Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease

(Rihanna – Rehab)

Du siehst alles …

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can give hold like it’s going out of style
I have the bravest heart you’ve ever seen
And you never met anyone
Who’s as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here…

I blame everyone else
Not my own parttaking
My passive agressiveness can be devastating
I’m the most gorgeous woman you’ve ever known
And you never met anyone who’s
As everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here…

But I resist, persist and speaks
nanana I know
But I resist your love -
No matter how low or high I go

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here.

You’re still here
You see all my light
You’re still here
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
You’re still here.

(Alanis Morissette – Everything)

zum nachdenken …

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which
I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!

Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen!
Sit and listen!

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which
I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it’s a very very
Mad world
Mad world

Enlarging your world
Mad world

(Gary Jules – Mad world)

come, break me down …

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn’t take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I’m not running from you

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally I found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break…?

(30 seconds to mars – the kill)