Du siehst alles …

30 12 2007

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can give hold like it’s going out of style
I have the bravest heart you’ve ever seen
And you never met anyone
Who’s as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here…

I blame everyone else
Not my own parttaking
My passive agressiveness can be devastating
I’m the most gorgeous woman you’ve ever known
And you never met anyone who’s
As everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here…

But I resist, persist and speaks
nanana I know
But I resist your love -
No matter how low or high I go

You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
And you’re still here.

You’re still here
You see all my light
You’re still here
You dig everything
I wish I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to
which you can’t relay
You’re still here.

(Alanis Morissette – Everything)





Thank you …

26 12 2007

How ’bout getting off of these antibiotics
How ’bout stopping eating when I’m full up
How ’bout them transparent dangling carrots
How ’bout that ever elusive kudo

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

How ’bout me not blaming you for everything
How ’bout me enjoying the moment for once
How ’bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How ’bout grieving it all one at a time

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down

How ’bout no longer being masochistic
How ’bout remembering your divinity
How ’bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How ’bout not equating death with stopping

Thank you India
Thank you Providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence

(Alanis Morissette – Thank U)