… wahrscheinlich heute meine wirklich aller beste Freundin, die ich heute mit meinen dummen Worten weh getan habe, die alles für mich ist, die ich liebe, VERLOREN 
Ich würde mich am liebsten eingraben, einfach nur sterben … dann kann ich dir, ausser dem letzten mal, nicht mehr weh tun!
es tut mir leid …
Eifersucht ist Angst vor dem Vergleich.
(Max Frisch)
Wenn ich die Wahl habe zwischen dem Nichts und dem Schmerz, dann wähle ich den Schmerz.
(William Faulkner)
Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath
Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath
Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath
Stumbling a little
Stumbling a little
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I’m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish…
I’m going down so frail ‘n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves…
I Wish…
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish…
(Nightwish – I wish I had an angel)
My lullaby,
hung out to dry.
Whats up with that
Its over
Where are you dad
Mums lookin sad
whats up with that
its dark in here.
Why, bleeding is breathing
youre hiding,
underneath the smoke in the room.
Try, bleeding is believing
i used to.
My mouth is dry,
forgot how to cry.
Whats up with that
youre hurting me.
Im running fast,
cant hide the past.
Whats up with that
youre pushing me.
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to.
Why, bleeding is breathing
youre hiding
underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing.
I saw you crawling on the floor.
Why, bleeding is believing
youre hiding
underneath the smoke in the room.
Try, bleeding is believing.
I saw you crawling to the door.
Why, bleeding is believing
youre hiding
underneath the smoke in the room.
Try, bleeding is believing.
I saw you falling on the floor.
I never even stopped to dream and
That Id see anything and
The world is coming out so cold
Oh, and it’s raining again
Light on your car light, bullets on tin
Oh, and its raining again
Open the door and pulling me in
Nothing here but nothing less
Cold heart is stuck in this
Couldn’t say the kindest words we knew
Everything I tried to say but
no one listens anyway
I had to give up all that I knew
Oh, and it’s raining again
Light on your car light, bullets on tin
Oh, and its raining again
Open the door and pulling me in
Oh, and it’s raining
Raining again
Oh, and it’s raining
Raining again
Nothing here but nothing less
Everything we both regret
Couldn’t say the kindest words we knew
Cause it was winter time and
We wanted some more time and
We watched the girls try something knew
We didn’t even stopped to see that
That It was breaking me and
the world is coming out so cold
What you want you couldn’t get, you
Couldn’t wait for something less, you
had to give up everything you knew
Oh, and it’s raining again
Light on your car light, bullets on tin
Oh, and its raining again
Open the door and pulling me in
Sadness like water raining down
Raining down, raining down, raining down
Oh, and it’s raining
Raining again
Oh, and it’s raining
Raining again
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence and I’m convinced
there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence, I’m convinced
there’s just too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure…
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
Confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
Confusing what is real
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